Sunday, December 30, 2007

bagi mengenali kamu

saat sepi aku bersama kamu
aku selalu belajar mengenali kamu
ada waktu
roh jiwa ini terasa ditarik-tarik
harus saja tercabut dan meresap
dalam pencarian yang
terlalu abstrak dan payah

sukar untuk aku ungkapkan semua
melainkan akrab jasad aku saja yang pilu
sering tenggelam dari atas tikar itu
dalam kesyahduan disentuh oleh
tangan kamu

rasa dan bukan lihat
waktu bersendirian dengan kamu yang kerap juga
aku ingkari kerna kedaifan jasad yang tak terbawa oleh roh sendiri
masih juga pintu ke arah kamu itu terbuka
sekurang-kurangnya, itu yang aku fahami


bila mana aku mula terkapai
bermain di jalan yang katanya sesat
kamu mendampingi juga aku
memaut dan memapah kembali
pada setiap langkah aku yang semakin
longlai

kamu menghukum aku dengan hikmah
dan dengan kemesraan itu juga aku mula merenung


dalam sepi itu; setiap kali ia berulang
aku berharap akan merasakan lagi
kehadiran kamu
membelai dan sekali gus
meninggalkan aku dalam resah
untuk menjawab soalan;
“bila lagi akan aku rasakan ini? ”
aku akur pada kasih sayang kamu…

-30 disember 2007, bangsar utama (2.10pm)

31 comments:

CresceNet said...

Hello. This post is likeable, and your blog is very interesting, congratulations :-). I will add in my blogroll =). If possible gives a last there on my site, it is about the CresceNet, I hope you enjoy. The address is http://www.provedorcrescenet.com . A hug.

CresceNet said...

Hello. This post is likeable, and your blog is very interesting, congratulations :-). I will add in my blogroll =). If possible gives a last there on my site, it is about the CresceNet, I hope you enjoy. The address is http://www.provedorcrescenet.com . A hug.

Anonymous said...

prostate cancer vaccine [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/zoloft.htm]zoloft[/url] generic softtabs order online http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/retin-a-0-05-.htm smoking effects on dogs http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/generic-imitrex.htm
power points for the great depression [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/cialis-soft-tabs.htm]cialis soft tabs[/url] antibiotics for dogs biaxin [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/levlen.htm]health clubs in howard county md[/url]

Anonymous said...

blue blood racing [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/xenical.htm]xenical[/url] tea cup yorkshire terriers for sale http://usadrugstoretoday.com/categories/ipnoterapia.htm national respiratory health strategy http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/ed-discount-pack-3.htm
high protien low carbs diet [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/kamasutra-intensity-condoms.htm]kamasutra intensity condoms[/url] antisocial personality disorder dsm criteria [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/yasmin.htm]the whistling tea kettle restaurant[/url]

Anonymous said...

orac green tea [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/levitra.htm]levitra[/url] npc maryland state bodybuilding championship http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/vantin.htm blood hound gang unths nths http://usadrugstoretoday.com/categories/femme-d-amelioration.htm
chairside whitening [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/catalogue/s.htm]Order Cheap Generic Drugs[/url] crowds and people stress me out [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/categories/anti-alergica-y-el-asma.htm]muscle feeling chest pain[/url]

Anonymous said...

health factors of smoking [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/categories/cardio-vasculaires.htm]cardio vasculaires[/url] chinese health food http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/brand-amoxil.htm pua orgasm story http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/maxaman.htm
breast expansion torrent [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/femcare.htm]femcare[/url] model child care health policies [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/precose.htm]type of drugs for viral infection[/url]

Anonymous said...

http://www.ennovative.net/viewtopic.php?f=2&t=150653 http://www.iguanahosts.com/phpbb3/viewtopic.php?f=9&t=44371 http://djduro.net/forum/index.php?topic=200281.new#new http://www.ilpkb.gov.my/extra/forum/index.php?topic=127577.new#new
http://greenlight.horse-heroes.net/forum/viewtopic.php?p=203586#203586 http://cinerama.no/forum/viewtopic.php?f=2&t=292885 http://www.knowflash.com/forums/viewtopic.php?p=122690#122690 http://www.sukhee.com/zboard/zboard.php?id=sukhee_memo&page=1&page_num=5&select_arrange=headnum&desc=&sn=off&ss=on&sc=on&keyword=&no=446094&category=1
http://www.blogcountry.net/phpbb/viewtopic.php?f=2&t=133885 http://www.e107.be/forum/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=35900 http://www.beity-eq.com/forum/viewtopic.php?p=206070#206070

Anonymous said...

world health day [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/cordarone.htm]cordarone[/url] oxycodone pills http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/oxytrol.htm knowing yor health http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/micardis.htm
concealed weapons course wv mineral county sheriff [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/nexium.htm]nexium[/url] kostmann syndrome [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/catalogue/l.htm]institute of health and technology georgia[/url]

Anonymous said...

heart and clasp [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/coumadin.htm]coumadin[/url] irish tea cosies http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/zyban.htm medical device fda approval process http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/prandin.htm
delta dental of north carolina mn [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/zyban.htm]zyban[/url] prescription pharmacies info services drug internet photo map [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/categories/antidepressivo---anti-ansia.htm]new medical news on byetta[/url]

Anonymous said...

automobile vs airplane deaths http://autoexpress.in/motors/river/city/motors/lansing/michigan macc racing
[url=http://autoexpress.in/panoz/panoz/auto]new automotive manufacturing plants 2008 volkswagen[/url] volkswagen reset engine service light [url=http://autoexpress.in/saleen/saleen/round/placemat]saleen round placemat[/url]
turbocharger for volkswagen http://autoexpress.in/buick
[url=http://autoexpress.in/bugatti/official/bugatti/site]establishing fair market value for an automobile[/url] auto window tints bc [url=http://autoexpress.in/scooter/scooter/for/adults]scooter for adults[/url]
companies that insure used auto sales business http://autoexpress.in/scooter/large/volume/scooter/dealer
[url=http://autoexpress.in/mercury/mercury/mariner/hybrid/cost]first military semi auto rifle[/url] how do i install dodge dakota headlights [url=http://autoexpress.in/scooter/gas/scooter/reviews]gas scooter reviews[/url]

Anonymous said...

mens running shoes http://topcitystyle.com/white-shirts-color4.html stride rite shoes [url=http://topcitystyle.com/?action=products&product_id=297]designer labels uk[/url] designer reading glasses
http://topcitystyle.com/-leather-category43.html louis vuitton shoes [url=http://topcitystyle.com/black-multicolored-dresses-color20.html]lauren hill lyrics[/url]

Anonymous said...

briadal shoes http://topcitystyle.com/brown-white-shirts-color218.html dog shoes [url=http://topcitystyle.com/-jeans-cut-pants-on-sale-category27.html]anne taylor clothes[/url] professional interior designers in dublin
http://topcitystyle.com/?action=products&product_id=1733 noel fielding clothes [url=http://topcitystyle.com/pepe-jeans-london-hoodies-brand52.html]lotus shoes[/url]

Anonymous said...

jodan basketball shoes http://topcitystyle.com/versace-leather-shoes-brand1.html custom designer engagement ring [url=http://topcitystyle.com/?action=products&product_id=1741]why is stock photography used in the fashion industry[/url] how to fade clothes
http://topcitystyle.com/28-pants-size18.html robert klein comedian [url=http://topcitystyle.com/black-grey-sport-zip-jacket-and-pants-color24.html]laurence sackman[/url]

Anonymous said...

buxton travel bag http://adventurecollection.in/airlines/vietnam-airlines-1992 bergschrund travel mug
[url=http://adventurecollection.in/cruises/cruises-out-of-mobile]northwind travel trailer 20nd[/url] handicap accessable travel trailer [url=http://adventurecollection.in/expedia/expedia-brueau]expedia brueau[/url]
travel trailers with cargo capacity http://adventurecollection.in/airport/airport-restaurant-chautauqua
[url=http://adventurecollection.in/tourist/top-20-tourist-destinations]moscow travel package[/url] caravan travel [url=http://adventurecollection.in/motel/wilbraham-motel-boston-rd]wilbraham motel boston rd[/url]
us government travel registration web site http://adventurecollection.in/map/map-naples-fl dell bluetooth travel mouse [url=http://adventurecollection.in/maps/navman-f-series-maps]navman f series maps[/url]

Anonymous said...

canadian dental assistants associatio [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/celexa.htm]celexa[/url] traget heart rate calculator http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/maxaman.htm
tenuate dospan retard no prescription [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/categories/cardiovascolari.htm]cardiovascolari[/url] babes stabbed in the heart galleries [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/lasix.htm ]adirondack medical center saranac lake ny [/url] dvt and aspirin
how to get long thick health lashes [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/sustiva.htm]sustiva[/url] j0hnson city medical center tn http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/ed-discount-pack-1.htm
catalyst to the great depression [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/horny-goat-weed.htm]horny goat weed[/url] music teen depression in the us [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/clomid.htm ]hth student health insurance [/url] traditional cancer drug methotrexate and airse

Anonymous said...

make your own brake shoes http://luxefashion.us/-winter-jackets-men-category9.html szalt stined shoes [url=http://luxefashion.us/black-multi-polo-shirts-color104.html]australia fashions[/url] calvin klein saddle bridge frame
http://luxefashion.us/paul-amp-shark-polo-shirts-brand111.html bananashoes [url=http://luxefashion.us/black-white-bordo-jackets-amp-sweatshirts-color155.html]news in the fashion business[/url]

Anonymous said...

diet after hemorrhoids [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/cymbalta.htm]cymbalta[/url] hypothyroid adrenal kidney norvasc http://usadrugstoretoday.com/catalogue/n.htm
smoking lung repair statistics [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/reglan.htm]reglan[/url] average people diet [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/cephalexin.htm ]side effects of zoloft drug [/url] sun health systems
how bacteria cells are different [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/celexa.htm]celexa[/url] call of duty meciless blood http://usadrugstoretoday.com/catalogue/b.htm
the evidence for a link between obesity and diabetes [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/categories/la-presion-arterial.htm]la presion arterial[/url] free diet and health website [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/haldol.htm ]egg whites calcium [/url] home treatments for yeast infections

Anonymous said...

mini clothespins http://www.thefashionhouse.us/pink-multicolored-men-color114.html designer exposure [url=http://www.thefashionhouse.us/club-wear-page2.html]how to make your own clothes pattern[/url] china hip hop urban fashion clothes
http://www.thefashionhouse.us/-hoodies-category11.html ralph lauren the big shirt [url=http://www.thefashionhouse.us/light-brown-sport-color164.html]clarks shoes[/url]

Anonymous said...

cialis 30 [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/antabuse.htm]antabuse[/url] georgia health licenses http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/imitrex.htm
dictionaries medical terminiolgies in spanish [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/cymbalta.htm]cymbalta[/url] capsular contracture breast implant solution [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/motrin.htm ]quit smoking videos [/url] medical center of middle ga
rdg medical abbreviation [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/actonel.htm]actonel[/url] largest penis ever http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/sustiva.htm
prayer for breast cancer victim [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/rocaltrol.htm]rocaltrol[/url] atorvastatin hyperlipidemia alloxan diabetes rats [url=http://usadrugstoretoday.com/products/cialis.htm ]link list stack generic flow [/url] download web service enhancement

Anonymous said...

http://xwp.in/dicyclomine/where-is-dicyclomine-metabolized
[url=http://xwp.in/amitriptyline/amitriptyline-and-geodone-together]list of psychoactive drugs[/url] medicare part d high blood pressure drugs http://xwp.in/differin/what-is-differin-for
stay drug free http://xwp.in/hyzaar/evista-lipitor-amaryl-cardizem-cd-baycol-protonix-hyzaar
[url=http://xwp.in/amlodipine/amlodipine-10mg]public high school policy on drug use[/url] drugs for mania http://xwp.in/effexor/stop-taking-effexor
drug testing amphetimes http://xwp.in/epivir/epivir-resistance
[url=http://xwp.in/diabetic/pics-of-diabetic-foot-cases]the florida pharmacy association[/url] fda antidepressant drug seasonal depression mayo womens http://xwp.in/elimite/endep herbal shampoo hair drug screen http://xwp.in/carbohydrate

Anonymous said...

http://xwv.in/kamagra/kamagra/wysylka
[url=http://xwv.in/kidneys/tumors/on/kidneys]drugs thyroid monthly[/url] marie osmond heart health [url=http://xwv.in/weight-loss/back/pain/after/weight/loss]back pain after weight loss[/url]
millers pharmacy website iota la http://xwv.in/kytril
[url=http://xwv.in/tramadol/what/is/tramadol/50/mg]strength of guardian pharmacy[/url] warfarin and interaction with anti inflammatory drugs [url=http://xwv.in/lipitor]lipitor[/url]
continuous infusion emergency drugs http://xwv.in/kamagra/kamagra/w/zelu
[url=http://xwv.in/xanax/can/xanax/be/taken/with/diet/pills]the invention of medicine in china[/url] eckhard drug [url=http://xwv.in/oxybutynin/oxybutynin/chloride/hyperhidrosis/dermitologist]oxybutynin chloride hyperhidrosis dermitologist[/url] fight against drug use [url=http://xwv.in/labetalol/labetalol/asbestos]labetalol asbestos[/url]

Anonymous said...

newspaper bingo sites http://xwn.in/keno_lyrics-to-mothers-little-helper-rolling-stones-keno pictures of joker
[url=http://xwn.in/jokers_jokers-tattoo-in-calgary]lottery indiana gov[/url] macu venice casino [url=http://xwn.in/casino-online_online-asian-casino-help-fill-register-form]online asian casino help fill register form[/url]
casino en internet http://xwn.in/baccarat_casino-ok-baccarat
[url=http://xwn.in/gambling-online_legalizing-gambling-in-arkansas]las vages casino history[/url] south carolina lottery power ball results [url=http://xwn.in/slots_motherboard-expansion-slots]motherboard expansion slots[/url]
casinos and the economy http://xwn.in/online-casinos_casinos-in-pennslavania jackpot factory vip lounge casino [url=http://xwn.in/gambling-online_texas-gambling-history]texas gambling history[/url]

Anonymous said...

mercedes marc 1 http://pqx.in/maserati/maserati/cobra/design cars research automobile suv sales
[url=http://pqx.in/daewoo/daewoo/dsc/34w70n34]coal powered automobile[/url] blank automobile sale contract [url=http://pqx.in/hummer/hummer/limo/rental]hummer limo rental[/url]
used volkswagen diesel http://pqx.in/ducati/ducati/motorcycle/collectors/parts
[url=http://pqx.in/infiniti/kbrastu10/infiniti/multifunction/remote]german auto sales in berlin german[/url] automobile gas milage for cars [url=http://pqx.in/jeeps/jeep/chev/v8/clutch/conversion]jeep chev v8 clutch conversion[/url]
volkswagen diesel v6 http://pqx.in/buick/cd/player/for/buick/lesabre
[url=http://pqx.in/auto/do/it/yourself/auto/repair/ford/focus/power/windows]los angeles mercedes cup 2004 mens singles winner[/url] automobile interior modifications [url=http://pqx.in/ford/rental/cars/ford/expedition]rental cars ford expedition[/url]

Anonymous said...

lottery ticket party favor http://wqm.in/lottery_litigation-lottery casinos in mount airy pa
[url=http://wqm.in/online-casinos_oseola-iowa-casinos]shrinking man lottery[/url] land lottery act [url=http://wqm.in/joker_joker]joker[/url]
blackjack wm6 rom september 17 http://wqm.in/lottery_template-to-print-number-s-on-bottom-of-lottery-calendars
[url=http://wqm.in/jackpot_jackpot-controller]blackjack free online gaming[/url] stockmens hotel casino [url=http://wqm.in/jackpot_jumbo-jackpot-station-casinos-lv-nv]jumbo jackpot station casinos lv nv[/url]
microsoft aol award lottery team http://wqm.in/blackjack_adult-games-poker-blackjack orion casino corporation [url=http://wqm.in/online-casinos_free-bonus-money-casinos]free bonus money casinos[/url]

Anonymous said...

dodge challenger weight http://xwm.in/bugatti/bugatti-veryron gestion de flotte automobile
[url=http://xwm.in/bike/touring-bike-rack]dodge ram 1500 heater problems[/url] volkswagen hat strech fited [url=http://xwm.in/bike/shipping-weight-of-bike]shipping weight of bike[/url]
auto 2009 model http://xwm.in/audi/occasion-audi
[url=http://xwm.in/acura/acura-rl-driveshaft-whine]arca racing[/url] automobile tag and title in or near bryant alabama [url=http://xwm.in/cadillac/buy-cadillac-ebtcm]buy cadillac ebtcm[/url]
car racing games download free http://xwm.in/royce/buy-rolls-royce-corniche
[url=http://xwm.in/auto/auto-parts-orland-park]volkswagen tdi consumer reports[/url] grand theft auto liberty stories official game saves site [url=http://xwm.in/acura/acura-rl-driveshaft-whine]acura rl driveshaft whine[/url]

Anonymous said...

walker minnesotanorthern lights casino http://lwv.in/blackjack/blackjack-asphalt-driveway-coating gambling in los vegas
[url=http://lwv.in/baccarat/former-marriott-renissance-hotel-in-wailea-baccarat-property]florida indian reservation casinos[/url] angel of the winds casino [url=http://lwv.in/gambling-online/gambling-statistics-national]gambling statistics national[/url]
nascar betting odds http://lwv.in/bingo/bingo-in-lake-jackson-tx
[url=http://lwv.in/joker/superman-the-joker-nemisis]when was wildcard 2 lottery game started[/url] indian casino 21 [url=http://lwv.in/casino-online/ballys-hotel-and-casino-in-las-vegas]ballys hotel and casino in las vegas[/url]
conscription vietnam lottery http://lwv.in/jokers/apex-running-jokers play lottery on line [url=http://lwv.in/online-casinos/casinos-in-hallendale]casinos in hallendale[/url]

Anonymous said...

movie citation [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_private_lessons/]private lessons[/url] angelina jolie movie sex scenes http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_conspiracy/ kenneth branagh movie
download hindi movie songs for free [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_battlestar_galactica_razor/]battlestar galactica razor[/url] disney movie quotations http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_the_all_together/ monday night football movie
killing me softly movie ending [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_family_guy/]family guy[/url] movie out of the blue
napoleon dolemite movie [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_aisha_tyler_is_lit_live_at_the_fillmore/]aisha tyler is lit live at the fillmore[/url] buy the movie daens http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_mad_cowgirl/ oliver the movie
where to get free movie [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_blood_from_the_mummy_s_tomb/]blood from the mummy s tomb[/url] pinochet movie derek jacobi http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_the_autograph_hound/ movie curling iron burn

Anonymous said...

movie theater showtimes in delaware [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_holiday_wishes/]holiday wishes[/url] big home movie http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_the_cycle/ greendale movie thaerter
recent animated superman movie [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_cabaret/]cabaret[/url] movie star ring jewelry http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_hollyoaks/ free internet porn movie
free sex movie clip galleries [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_high_anxiety/]high anxiety[/url] movie sexy stocking
church group football movie [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_indiana_jones_and_the_last_crusade/]indiana jones and the last crusade[/url] best sex movie http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_the_karate_kid_part_ii/ charlottes web first movie
pictures of the movie the shining [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_monster_from_green_hell/]monster from green hell[/url] the brave one the movie http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_si_wang_ta/ jonas bell movie star

Anonymous said...

the hatchet movie trailer [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_gekijo_ban_burichi_za_daiamondo_dasuto_riberion_mo_hitotsu_no_hyorinmaru/]gekijo ban burichi za daiamondo dasuto riberion mo hitotsu no hyorinmaru[/url] movie analysis water deepa mehta http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_whisper/ live action ben 10 movie
movie making [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_push_2009/]push 2009[/url] watch movie trailers http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_hack_/ elephant movie
summary of the sword in the stone movie [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_grand_canyonscope/]grand canyonscope[/url] movie stand by me watch
iowa city movie schedule [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_cellular/]cellular[/url] movie the hand peter lori http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_dead_heist/ wild wild west movie
how to make your own porn movie [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_house_of_the_dead/]house of the dead[/url] south park movie theatre http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_kicking_the_dog/ valencia movie theaters

Anonymous said...

movie harry and tonto [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_greek/]greek[/url] free porn movie site http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_charlot_ii_y_su_familia/ marnie the movie
sniffing movie [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_two_days/]two days[/url] eragon 2 movie http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_carefree/ milwaukee movie theatres
sexual movie scenes [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_hellraiser_deader/]hellraiser deader[/url] broken lizard next movie 2007
sexy scenes from the movie swordfish [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_penn_teller_bullshit/]penn teller bullshit[/url] buy dvd movie online http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_training_day/ movie and newton and brother and disease
dude wheres my car movie wavs [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_marie_and_bruce/]marie and bruce[/url] free movie monologues http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_hurlyburly/ real player porn movie

Anonymous said...

exposed movie film on reel [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_bio_dome/]bio dome[/url] rosemont il movie theaters http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_stargate_sg_1/ feedback movie
watch 1408 free movie [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_el_lince_perdido/]el lince perdido[/url] movie patton music http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_loose_change_9_11_an_american_coup/ full length movie sex porn
movie theatres in evansville indiana [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_the_break_up/]the break up[/url] free movie passes special screenings nj nyc
framed movie [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_laser_mission/]laser mission[/url] disney movie bloopers http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_black_beauty_70/ deadwood the movie
foot worship movie [url=http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_swordfish/]swordfish[/url] free japanese bukkake movie http://moviestrawberry.com/films/film_nights_and_weekends/ movie stars being embarrased